Looking back...

Not the first time I thought of this as I flip through my old diary -- to backdate and put everything on the blog. As I read the autobiographies or diaries (published books) of others and learnt lessons from their lives, I am reminded that I too will become a fullstop in history one day. Who knows what God has made of my life that another may see and learn something from my mistakes or blessings that I have received from God and the people I have encountered?

It will be a massive project though -- at least while I am still working full-time and managing our home. No hurry anyway...since I am only writing for myself. I know I might sound weird or aloof to some -- "why blog if you didn't mean for others to read?"

Well, I don't mind writing out my thoughts since I am one who speaks my mind anyway (I've improved to only do that when I'm asked -- so ask for my opinion only if you want to hear it and can bear with it, i.e. if I speak the truth that hurts and I definitely wouldn't want it to mean this way ;p)

My only concern is that friends who know me, but not well enough might be distressed by certain views I have; which is a problem I've had since childhood. I don't agree or disagree with most people, but I will only stick to my belief (if I have been convinced) and decision (after enough research and prayer). Thank God for teaching me to be like that, so that I may be blessed with friends' goodwilled advices, yet rely on God's direction for ultimate decisions.